Where am I?

Coffee and pills

a misty morning

Where am I?

Mother's watering the plants

the sun will warm up the air

spiders abound

Where am I?

From freedom to another state

psyched out

I remember stronger ones

laughing at hate

From freedom to another state

locked up

like a radio that doesn't transmit

and a night that lasts into the day

Where am I?

When the feeling changes

from questioning to suffering

then you must be taken care of

into the spider's web where you're eaten alive

while nurses laugh and light up more cigarettes

And you recall the LSD

the purple clouds

the urge to laugh

and when you return to reality you laugh yourself

Where am I?

It's in the fat !

It's in the pills !

Or is it in your mind ?

Destiny takes you by the hand

as persons observe your new behaviour

your questions are absurd to those

and your loneliness seems like logic

and not a curse

To understand

is not living

it should be thriving

but every little person has his own fear

don't you see it ?

I see it and forget about it

this is not my game

Where am I?